Sounds not like thats all your problem because you have a coding-job. Sounds like you have a coding job like that other things are things that was ever there an

Sounds not like thats all your problem because you have a coding-job. Sounds like you have a coding job like that other things are things that was ever there and lead to a coding job. Now, you are in your 30s and feal that you want to be normal. fuck it, never happens, you are one of this socially awkward people, short, unattractive looking for a partner and friends, but because you don't want to be one of they, they are not good enough for you. ....oh, don't see that as a bad comment. I'm one of this people too. The thing is, I have friends from this people, and I have 'normal' friends. But when it goes about having fun, your normal people are absolutely boring. HAve fun with the other ones. Have a lot of booze and talk crazy funny shit that normal people would never understand. Don't try to beo one of this normal people, they hate there life exactly like you hate yours. That's normal in the 30s. They have just other problems. No time because kids, work, pay their house, cant pay their heating....etc And when all this not works, just quit your coding job and open a pub, thats my plan b.