I understand. Take some time to do some true introspection and consider obtaining a therapist. What are you are living is a common human experience. 1. Your o

I understand. Take some time to do some true introspection and consider obtaining a therapist. What are you are living is a common human experience. 1. Your outlook seems quite negative and judgmental. Start there. Acceptance is key. 2. It’s hard to be at peace with others and find enjoyment in life if you’re not at peace with yourself. Do not judge yourself and your feelings but recognize that you will need to commit to change if you truly want it. For me personally, my happiness is rooted in gratitude. Thankfulness that I’ve been born at the time I was born and inhabiting the space of loving, imperfect people who care for me. My life is much better than what my parents, grandparents and great-grandparents experienced. I am the culmination of their sacrifice and perseverance. I am their dreams come true. This is my North Star that strengthens me when I’m down and helps me remain empathetic and open to others. Be a good friend to others; and you will find they will be friendly to you.