Apologies if this comes off as trying to e-diagnose you, but may want to look into “Complex PTSD” (ICD-11 F62.0) if you haven’t. “Complex PTSD is a new disorde

Apologies if this comes off as trying to e-diagnose you, but may want to look into “Complex PTSD” (ICD-11 F62.0) if you haven’t. “Complex PTSD is a new disorder category describing a symptom profile that can arise after exposure to a single traumatic stressor, but that typically follows severe stressors of a prolonged nature or multiple or repeated adverse events from which separation is not possible (e.g., exposure to genocide campaigns, childhood sexual abuse, child soldiering, severe domestic violence, torture, or slavery).” https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3799241/ https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3799241/