I was in the same boat then I switched to Doom Emacs it has all the VIM keybindings but a lot of the emacs power and it covered a lot of the places that VIM was

I was in the same boat then I switched to Doom Emacs it has all the VIM keybindings but a lot of the emacs power and it covered a lot of the places that VIM was lacking before I now find it one of the best prodcutivity decisions I've made in a long time. Plus once you figure out org mode and magit you can't imagine living life without them. (Also as a humrous aside I just tried finishing this post by typing :wq! because of force of habit, I love vim)