I am in healthcare and the leadership whoever that is makes me question continuing. Their decisions just don’t come with reason I am starting to question who is

I am in healthcare and the leadership whoever that is makes me question continuing. Their decisions just don’t come with reason I am starting to question who is making such decisions. We are not supported and are left out to face the front lines with no sound decision making process behind what we do. If I come across a severely sick patient I am asked to wear a gown that covers 2/3s of my front from my neck to my knees along with my basic medical mask and face shield. That is all the protection I get. My head nurses do not show up and test the clients for covid they just get deemed droplet precautions until they get better. If they are confirmed covid then we can get an N95 mask but no one is testing them unless they test their selves and all my clients are elderly so not going to be tested. Now 2 months after firing those who choose not to get vaccinated we are told we have to work even with covid if our symptoms are not serious. The lunacy I am seeing is highly turning me off from doing this forever. What if it was Ebola? There is no way I can trust my leadership to make the correct decisions to keep me safe. And I don’t have any authority to use resources or make change myself. It is very tiring to do this job day after day and with the housing market I can not even afford to get into a house. I love my job but am considering a change to get into something higher paying and worth my time.