Combination of 2 things: A) Memories. Review your life and things you liked to do when you were young. Are you the person you thought you would be? B) Death

Combination of 2 things: A) Memories. Review your life and things you liked to do when you were young. Are you the person you thought you would be? B) Deaths. I think of people close to me who have passed on. This reminds me our time is limited and shouldn't be wasted. Sounds like you no longer want to be a student. That's OK. You can always come back to school later.