have old gmail account no longer have associated phone number Do have backup email (primary email). Do have password. Google doesn't care. Won't let me log

have old gmail account no longer have associated phone number Do have backup email (primary email). Do have password. Google doesn't care. Won't let me log in, won't send an email to the primary account for recovery, etc. I've written it off. Essentially if I'm not paying someone for it, they don't care.