Hey, I feel vaguely similar, although on a much milder basis. I go from starry eyed to quite a bit of regret and contempt. I am not happy with that, and I am wo

Hey, I feel vaguely similar, although on a much milder basis. I go from starry eyed to quite a bit of regret and contempt. I am not happy with that, and I am working on it, at the same time it is what it is. I used to be simply starry eyed. While I am no therapist, I know a thing or two about sacrifice, perhaps less than you, but enough to perhaps have a fun (or interesting/stimulating) chat about it. If you're up for a Google Meet, feel free to email me (see my profile).