This is something I've struggled with my whole life and still do to this day. I've had one of the worst educations, considering Egypt is at the bottom of the b

This is something I've struggled with my whole life and still do to this day. I've had one of the worst educations, considering Egypt is at the bottom of the barrel for it's schooling system. So by the age of 25, I realize I haven't learned anything substantial. I've managed to escape that somehow and now been working at high growth companies as a Deisnger and SW developer in SF. Yet, because I'm basically self-taught and don't have good foundation in many topics such as Math, Compilers, and other important topics, I find myself extremely intimidated to approach such fields. For one, I realize I'll need to invest a lot of time to grasp them. Second, I get this feeling of anxiety that I'll never be able to get to the level I wish to be. Anxiety that can sometimes reach the level of a panic attack. It sounds dramatic and maybe even pathetic to admit that about myself, but I'm still trying to figure out how to not get so worked up about that stuff when I'm learning and feeling hopelessly stuck to fully understand something. Needless to say, I have a lot of work to do on myself.