A pointless job can still be a good time if the people are good. If you hone a skill, it's rewarding to put it to professional use Sometimes I want to off myse

A pointless job can still be a good time if the people are good. If you hone a skill, it's rewarding to put it to professional use Sometimes I want to off myself too, but work isn't why. I have the unhealthy habit to overwork when I'm feeling that mood tho, so it's different for everyone. I'd suggest you try isolate the feelings you're having to understand whether working for a paycheck is really their source