Thank you for sharing. I think a lot of the difficulty & turmoil feels fairly unspoken of. Programmer seem to suffer alone, rarely fitting well into their envi

Thank you for sharing. I think a lot of the difficulty & turmoil feels fairly unspoken of. Programmer seem to suffer alone, rarely fitting well into their environments & situations. The difficulties are varied & deep. Rarely are good opportunities to stake in available; often it feels like the business's top priority is anti-tech, is safe, predictable objectives: it's only challenge to us is to try to be less ambitious, to go faster. We watch some peers get raised up but often it feels unjustified or arbitrary, while what few hard labors & deeper efforts there are go unrecognized, not glossy for notice. We eclipse our positions quickly, & there feels like no where to go, & precious little reality about. And we don't write down or share hard parts, hurtful parts. The disassociation feels uniquely our own (but it's not); we're feel trapped in our own jungles, jungles of code & corporations. My guess is the whole experience would be a lot less alienating if more folks did similar to this post, could discuss out loud their difficulties & the tensions of the environment.