I really enjoy uLisp. It would be nice if it had fexp, or nlambda's if not full blown macros for building further language forms. My dream would be an emac's

I really enjoy uLisp. It would be nice if it had fexp, or nlambda's if not full blown macros for building further language forms. My dream would be an emac's like environment built in uLisp loaded on a mechanical keyboard for doing password management and writing without distractions.