Focus on what you need to get done. Saying bad things about others is more of a negative reflection on you than others. It sounds like you’re frustrated on som

Focus on what you need to get done. Saying bad things about others is more of a negative reflection on you than others. It sounds like you’re frustrated on something of the lines of ‘fairness’. I’d take some time to figure out what you want and what it takes to get that. (Not just I want money), instead things along the lines of (I want to work on a team that is cohesive, I want to be valued[and maybe that is by money], etc)