I've been embracing this for a long time! That's why I feel like I haven't made any progress at all, and despite having done a ton, our startup is just "stuck"

I've been embracing this for a long time! That's why I feel like I haven't made any progress at all, and despite having done a ton, our startup is just "stuck" compared all the sky high valuations elsewhere. On one hand I don't want to get completely burnt out, but on the other hand, it feels like I'm not treading water hard/fast enough to even survive, let alone thrive