I've had this exact experience, except I didn't see Torben's name, I saw my own name. And there was no excuse about deadlines and whatnot, I was just awful. 10

I've had this exact experience, except I didn't see Torben's name, I saw my own name. And there was no excuse about deadlines and whatnot, I was just awful. 10 years from now, I'll be saying the same about the code I write now. And that's okay.