I don't have advice for you, but you're not alone. Been coding for nearly 30 years, full-time professionally for 10, in startups and bigcos. On every team I'v

I don't have advice for you, but you're not alone. Been coding for nearly 30 years, full-time professionally for 10, in startups and bigcos. On every team I've been on, I've been the sole expert in several technologies. Yet the most productive I've ever felt professionally was as an intern; it's all been downhill from there. Haven't merged a commit now in probably 8 months. And I have very little code that's running in production anywhere.