My experience with rich friends is different than yours. But I have some friends that make me sad as depressed as well. I'm as poor as you (renting a small ap

My experience with rich friends is different than yours. But I have some friends that make me sad as depressed as well. I'm as poor as you (renting a small apartment and will never be able to afford a house) and I also have very rich friends. Seeing them does not make me sad. We keep doing the same thing we did as teenagers, drink beer, talk about ultra-nerd things, etc. I'm not particularly interested in their houses, and when they talk about big money I mock them mercilessly "what happened to you? your ass used to be beautiful!". It's great fun overall. Some other friends of mine are in big trouble. Drugs, cancer, etc. Seeing them makes me really sad and depressed. Moreover, when I avoid seeing them for a few months I feel very guilty because they rarely initiate contact.