I’d also suggest that some therapy session for yourself seems to be in order. The unsaid things sound like on the lines of “they had good fortune, but why don’

I’d also suggest that some therapy session for yourself seems to be in order. The unsaid things sound like on the lines of “they had good fortune, but why don’t I have it”. Hard questions, probably not fit to be answered over a text forum: If they are your friends, why do you feel bad when your friends have a happy event? Are they really not your friends but there’s some other type of relationship there? Do they make you unhappy because of their actions or are you unhappy with your own situation to begin with and comparing it to their situation? If it’s the latter, what can you do to improve your situation? Hope some self reflecting questions help.