Take a handful of decaffinated organic beans and hand-grind them twice, boil water and pour through a filter directly into mug. Add honey and coconut milk, drin

Take a handful of decaffinated organic beans and hand-grind them twice, boil water and pour through a filter directly into mug. Add honey and coconut milk, drink while hot. A kind of ritual. Living my life with time there's no need to save any with machines here. Doing it with care and by hand prepares me to handle my work much the same way. At most once a day, on average once a week or so. Always a special occasion. Never make it a habit, never become dependent on it. Caffeine works too well for me; decaffinated coffee works about as strong for me as regular coffee works for everybody else, it seems. Prefer cream but lactose intolerant.