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I find it quite hard to not feel like I've lived or felt many of the symptoms on the second column. Yet, when I searched for help the diagnosis seemed rushed a

I find it quite hard to not feel like I've lived or felt many of the symptoms on the second column. Yet, when I searched for help the diagnosis seemed rushed and I decided not to take lithium. Years later after much therapy a new psi prescribed me an SSRI. It did wonders to my anxiety and subsided the thoughts of taking my life. But the main motivational problems persist. Now I'm convinced to stop taking them because they make me kinda numb. It's like I miss crying or taking some issues as serious and important. Then a question arises: just from taking SSRIs these two years and not going nuts, does that prove I'm not bipolar?

AstralStorm 5y ago
No, SSRI work well in a number of BP2 cases. Apparently yours do not quite work well enough, since you seem to be describing aboulia, which is a depression symptom.
YXNjaGVyZWdlbgo 5y ago
You don't have to go nuts to be bipolar. If you are not going manic I would look to see if you had self destructive tendencies in your past like quitting a job on a whim, getting erratic with your friends over nothing etc. If you have them combined with some of the other symptoms of the chart I would speak with a pdoc. Here is a great video describing the differences https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AM7vf5HJxaQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AM7vf5HJxaQ