> Upon reading it years ago and letting it incubate, I came to realize I am fairly poor at fulfilling my duties. I disagree, because I think you're not taking

> Upon reading it years ago and letting it incubate, I came to realize I am fairly poor at fulfilling my duties. I disagree, because I think you're not taking into account at what stage you are. You're realizing it would be better if ... , that's great. Nourish that, water that seed. Don't judge the sappling as if it was a big tree.