Thanks for saying that. It’s hard to put my finger on which feelings initiated the drinking. I think that, subconsciously, I wanted to end my day comfortably n

Thanks for saying that. It’s hard to put my finger on which feelings initiated the drinking. I think that, subconsciously, I wanted to end my day comfortably numb. This is how I got there: “I have been drinking all week, why stop today?” “Why stop at one beer? I can handle another” I would watch out for repeated resignations. That seems to have created my bad habit.