I have had several horrible reactions to medications. Think the super rare 1/10 of a percent reaction. Most of my family is the same way. I’m terrified of an

I have had several horrible reactions to medications. Think the super rare 1/10 of a percent reaction. Most of my family is the same way. I’m terrified of any new medication. I do support vaccine in general, but it terrifies me. I had covid before it was available. So now it’s “why bother”