I didn't. I'm close to my parents, and have a decent friendship group who I meet up with often, but the lack of a romantic partner means I am incredibly lonely.

I didn't. I'm close to my parents, and have a decent friendship group who I meet up with often, but the lack of a romantic partner means I am incredibly lonely. I've tried both dating sites and in person meet ups and nothing works for me. I've been in two long term (4y, 2y) romantic relationships, which both started the same way but that isn't available to me any more. I feel unwanted and I know why it is. I've felt loved and desired before, and not having that just burns me up by day day. I feel hollow and worthless. I see some comments saying they are alone, but not lonely. I'm the inverse, I'm not alone, but terribly lonely.