I'm not itching to try it again. Let me tell you about the SECOND trip.. that one was much more interesting, and why I'm keeping my options open.. Caveats: If 4

I'm not itching to try it again. Let me tell you about the SECOND trip.. that one was much more interesting, and why I'm keeping my options open.. Caveats: If 4g was good, why not 6. I'd heard that you should be in a good "head space" for shrooms, well, I wasn't. My spirits were a bit low, so going in I wasn't sure what might happen. The second trip was 6 grams, ground with orange juice. After ~20 minutes felt nausea but no happiness in this "come up" phase [0]. I tried reading Dune (again) on my phone but the characters would visually "s e p a r a t t e" and stretch out. The peak [1] was much more sorrowful; I cried a lot. My trip sitter [2] said I vented a lot, almost vindictive in how I stripped away relationships, friendships, and people from my past that, well, I'd never gotten over. To me, it felt like I was shedding these heavy chains I'd been carrying around. I also, at long last, said "bye Felicia" to a an abusive, lontime "best friend" and walked away. Parse your contacts: How many that you never talk to, and have no interaction at all? Marijuana was exceptional here for giving me a gentle cloud to settle on. In the words of Big Chris: "It's been emotional" [3] Since then mood has been the same as the last trip, all good. [0]https://wayofleaf.com/psychedelics/what-is-a-mushroom-trip-like#:~:text=Between%20the%20first,come-up%20phase https://wayofleaf.com/psychedelics/what-is-a-mushroom-trip-l.... [1] https://wayofleaf.com/psychedelics/what-is-a-mushroom-trip-like#:~:text=The%20Peak-,The%20peak%20phase%20is,have%20profound%20spiritual%20experiences.,-The%20Comedown%3A%20Hours https://wayofleaf.com/psychedelics/what-is-a-mushroom-trip-l... [2] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trip_sitter https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trip_sitter [3] "Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels" 1:21:54