That’s really how it is. Having lost someone to ILD and then personally going through increasingly debilitating and unnerving (ddx) occipital neuralgia/headach

That’s really how it is. Having lost someone to ILD and then personally going through increasingly debilitating and unnerving (ddx) occipital neuralgia/headache (is there even a difference) I’ve come to understand, however yet to accept fully, that we are on borrowed time that one should just appreciate the good fortune of, until one fine day we have to come face to face with the vast limitations/inabilities of medical science or go through its probability based guesswork while fluctuating between hope and despair. I am not saying this pejoratively, rather just matter-of-factly. It’s just sad and defeating.