Since the past year Christian, while having been atheist the rest of my life. It's a long path and has required a lot of study, since I cannot internalize some

Since the past year Christian, while having been atheist the rest of my life. It's a long path and has required a lot of study, since I cannot internalize something without fully understanding the rationale and any pertaining evidence. Past the popular reductionist views of religion, there is a lot of ambiguity and depth, so it takes time. There are also many relevant philosophical/scientific questions worth researching (e.g. morality, the origin of "things", etc.).