Personally my life got much better when I just recognised heh my body clock worked and stopped trying to fight it. You should not try to work in the morning. Us

Personally my life got much better when I just recognised heh my body clock worked and stopped trying to fight it. You should not try to work in the morning. Use the time for something else. Shopping, cooking, reading, tv... I don't know how you will reconcile the 11am standup with your 1pm start time. Perhaps your team could move it. Perhaps you don't need to be there really. Maybe you can write your standup notes the night before. You're an afternoon and evening worker. Embrace that and be good at it, and stop feeling like a failure.