Nah man, all good. No need to explain yourself. It was just a bit sad to read, as it sounds exactly like something my grandfather would say. He's in his mid-

Nah man, all good. No need to explain yourself. It was just a bit sad to read, as it sounds exactly like something my grandfather would say. He's in his mid-to-late 70s now and still eaten up by things that happened in his childhood and early 20s (things that plenty of other people go through and don't allow to destroy their entire life). His inability to deal with it in a healthy way has made the last 5 decades of his life miserable, and it kills me to see another person go through this as well. I understand this is not a simple task for the average Aspie, but please try to understand what happened and integrate it into your outlook in a way that allows you to function as a healthy adult.