Not really, I don't dwell on it. If anything it was a series of life changes that has nothing to do with crypto that caused me to reassess life in a different

Not really, I don't dwell on it. If anything it was a series of life changes that has nothing to do with crypto that caused me to reassess life in a different way and question and challenge thoughts and decisions I had made in the past. You could just put it down to my personal growth. At that time my friend recommended I read the Bitcoin standard and rather than arrogantly believing I knew better, I read the content as an exercise in humility and curiosity.