Damn, I'm really sorry to hear you went through all that. The amount of anxiety I've had to _accept_ treatment into my life is because of stories like this. It

Damn, I'm really sorry to hear you went through all that. The amount of anxiety I've had to _accept_ treatment into my life is because of stories like this. It's been a different though helpful journey for me, but also a lot of questioning, self tracking (to have some reassurance of a change in state over long periods of time), and a little experimentation.