By the sounds of it, you do not live in a context where money matters or gives a lot of benefits. You have to ask yourself if you want the education and the doo

By the sounds of it, you do not live in a context where money matters or gives a lot of benefits. You have to ask yourself if you want the education and the doors it opens. Also, talk to a professional about mental health before throwing anything way. Your anxiety might be caused by a depression or something else.