Take time, find friends, find a passion outside of IT. Maybe work somewhere physical for a while. Woodwork helps many. Stay away from false friends, drugs and t

Take time, find friends, find a passion outside of IT. Maybe work somewhere physical for a while. Woodwork helps many. Stay away from false friends, drugs and thing which derail life in general. If you cannot stay away from planing stuff, maybe plan you villa. This is a project which also keeps your busy for a while. You feel goalless because you have been founder/investment/career driven before. And this was ripped away from you. This is quite usual. I can only recommend to reset, detox, etc and then see afterwards whether you want to do another round on that or what you discovered meanwhile