you are not alone, many of us has the same thoughts. One way that I can think of is read as many books as possible, it will definitely help to alter the way of

you are not alone, many of us has the same thoughts. One way that I can think of is read as many books as possible, it will definitely help to alter the way of thinking. Also, we need to change with time, our priorities changes over time, to be happy we don't need something fancy, we can be happy with what we have where we are as it is a choice.