Are you doing 5-10 hours of coding every week? That's approaching a full work week after you count meetings, design work, research, etc. I mention this because

Are you doing 5-10 hours of coding every week? That's approaching a full work week after you count meetings, design work, research, etc. I mention this because I've found that this attitude of "I don't work enough" often comes from people who are working more than enough but only count the hours they're logging in an IDE.