I may sound like a sucker/fanboy/looser but having tried twice to enter and having failed both times I really cannot imagine giving up a role in Google because

I may sound like a sucker/fanboy/looser but having tried twice to enter and having failed both times I really cannot imagine giving up a role in Google because of vaccination. It just sounds like giving up so much for so little (a cause). I mean I was literally crying the first time around. Anyway. Maybe in US/SV good jobs come easier (I'm in 2nd grade EU country) and thus you can see things clearer. Dunno