> I look at it and I think it's not as much as I could have done with my time and talents and energies. Is it a problem if it is? I see people I know writing

> I look at it and I think it's not as much as I could have done with my time and talents and energies. Is it a problem if it is? I see people I know writing books, getting great jobs, etc. It doesn’t make me think I’m capable of those things. Long ago I realized that I’m mediocre, unexceptional, and that if all I do is have an OK job and scroll through the internet after work until I die, it is what it is.