Have you tried hiring someone to do marketing for you? Or finding a cofounder? If you're not willing to try those then perhaps you care more about the building

Have you tried hiring someone to do marketing for you? Or finding a cofounder? If you're not willing to try those then perhaps you care more about the building part than the making money part and are worried that making money will put unneeded stress and support load on your back when you'd instead like to be building.