From someone who's felt that way before, I strongly recommend going searching for meaning or joy instead, or inventing your own meaning or joy if you can't find

From someone who's felt that way before, I strongly recommend going searching for meaning or joy instead, or inventing your own meaning or joy if you can't find anybody else's idea that does it for you. Not saying it'll be easy, or even promising it'll work. I'm just saying I'm glad I gave it a shot. 10/10 would recommend. YMMV.