It's not a pill, but a "capsule" in the "Japanese Capsule Hotel" sense. I feel you. I'm the same, honestly. That's probably the biggest danger of these "safe"

It's not a pill, but a "capsule" in the "Japanese Capsule Hotel" sense. I feel you. I'm the same, honestly. That's probably the biggest danger of these "safe", "easy" suicide methods - some people just don't commit suicide because they are too scared of a cruel death, not because they are attached to life. Stuff like this will lower the probability of such a cruel death, making suicide less scary, raising the probability of pulling though with it. Not an easy topic. But I really hope you can find something in life before you do it, so you don't have to do it ^^'