What you describe reminds me of the (phenomenally successful) work of Douglas Englebart. He described his motivation as something similar to what you have, but

What you describe reminds me of the (phenomenally successful) work of Douglas Englebart. He described his motivation as something similar to what you have, but of course with a more optimistic perspective. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Douglas_Engelbart#Guiding_philosophy https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Douglas_Engelbart#Guiding_phil...