For me, not very real. It's just my way of describing the kind of spatial representation that is left behind for me after the visual fades. For example if I th

For me, not very real. It's just my way of describing the kind of spatial representation that is left behind for me after the visual fades. For example if I think of a relative's home that I haven't been too for a while, I'll see one or more quick images like post card snapshots. When those fade, I'm left with a spatial map that I can mentally walk around in and touch. Or if it's of a beach, I can run an imaginary hand down the curve of the land. I don't see it. Or really, feel if it I "touch" it. It's just a sort of knowledge of filled and empty 3D space. Those hallucinations sound freaky! I'm glad you've adjusted to them.