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Aphantasic here. This is an odd subject for me because growing up I was always "the kid who could draw." I can paint surprisingly good portraits from life, an
by khazhoux 5y ago
Aphantasic here. This is an odd subject for me because growing up I was always "the kid who could draw." I can paint surprisingly good portraits from life, and my sketchbooks and old canvases have lots of gems. And... a ton of crap, which now I realize was me struggling with my lack of mental imagery.
If I try to conjure an image in my mind's eye, I get zilch. Just a scramble of shapes that won't hold still, not for one moment.
So ask me to draw Obama, whose face I've seen a thousand times, and it'll be a miserable failure. Ask me to draw a hand, and (because I know how to "construct" it) and it will be expressive and fluid.
But at the same time, I have excellent musical memory. I can recall music from 20 years ago, and pick out the exact synth line that comes in at the 2-minute mark. I can easily separate the winds and the strings and the brass in my head from whatever symphonies I'm familiar with. And I hear them back as near-perfect recordings. Only thing is: I can't play back the lyrics accurately. They'll be muddy usually and mostly indiscernible.
The brain, huh?
- godDLL 5y agoDid you actually try and do a progression, with a journal? From point, to colored points, to simple shapes, to textured surfaces, to lit and moving mechanisms? I learned. You can too.
- khazhoux 5y agoYears ago I spent time trying to improve my mental eye, similar to your suggestion. I would try to imagine and/or remember simple shapes. Didn't help much. Maybe if I had stuck with it (for a long long long time).
- godDLL 5y agoIt took 3 years of practice to develop an internal movie-CAD. But now I have it. It's worth it.
- scruple 5y agoI remember reading, when I first learned that I also had this weird thing people were calling "aphantasia," that Ed Catmull, a co-founder of Pixar, had aphantasia [0]. I took inspiration from that fact and I've since learned how to draw. [0]: https://www.bbc.com/news/health-47830256 https://www.bbc.com/news/health-47830256