Hmm, I'll have to ponder those. Specificity seems closest. Whatever it is, it's not a rational critique. Despite the discomfort, I'm also fascinated by it be

Hmm, I'll have to ponder those. Specificity seems closest. Whatever it is, it's not a rational critique. Despite the discomfort, I'm also fascinated by it because one should not have an emotional response to specific types of math, but I very much do. Something about the homework in Real Analysis left me feeling angry. Not because it was difficult or presented poorly, but because it was somehow... untrustworthy? As if my betters had decided which ideas were the good ones and the only thing left for me to do was optimize along the one dimension that they had assigned me. I realize that this is nonsense, but I can't seem to shake it.