I feel you because I'm kinda like you. I dropped off school, enrolled to university twice and had similar experiences to what you mention. personally I've had

I feel you because I'm kinda like you. I dropped off school, enrolled to university twice and had similar experiences to what you mention. personally I've had a combination of luck, skills and audacity to "manage" without those degrees, but (!) I can tell you that the road ahead isn't easy. failing to complete the foundations, for whatever reason, signals bad news. could be just impatience, feels repetitive, undiagnosed ocd/ad(h)d, whatever. these things will hit you same way during day to day job and life in general and it's something to work on. a paper certificate on the wall is sort of the standard "proof" you've done something in your life beyond clay sculpting in preschool. but it's not the only way. build up a portfolio, setup a page with all your best projects, keep updating it at least yearly. be both strict and open minded when it comes to job searching. know what you definitely don't want, aim for what you do want, and listen to new possibilities you didn't know. keep looking, you only need one yes between all the no's. get the ball rolling, improve your resume and financial stability. even if you don't get the best at first, consider a job as sponsorship to learn and do new things. climb up the ladder. good luck!