It's a matter of upbringing and whether you are dominantly a logical/thinking type or an intuitive/feeling type.. if that makes sense. Don't worry about being i

It's a matter of upbringing and whether you are dominantly a logical/thinking type or an intuitive/feeling type.. if that makes sense. Don't worry about being inferior, there's no better or worse in life, there's just better or worse adapted to a certain situation or task. You are just 18, still a teenager, don't worry, you'll pick up social interaction soon enough. Also there's no social interaction that is generally _the_ one way to behave. A part of mastering it for you may also be finding _your_ people, with whom you can vibe, so to speak. Spend some time alone, without Internet and feel inside/observe yourself. Find out what _you_ really want, not what Youtube or society tells you, you should want. This is very, very, very important. Otherwise you may waste a serious amount of time and happiness on trying to force yourself to be something you are not. It's crazy how much energy is spent on that alone on this planet. I bet you if we could capture that energy, we would have colonies on 3 planets in our solar system and warp drive to explore beyond. Good luck!