I had a fucking awful job for three months this summer I advise others to give something two full months before bouncing I usually don't follow my advice but

I had a fucking awful job for three months this summer I advise others to give something two full months before bouncing I usually don't follow my advice but this time I did It was a big mistake -- it just burned me out -- big-time zapped my emotional energy and I took a couple months off afterwards before I really starting to look again I told my new manager that I felt bad felt like things were off everything was wrong yes I'm actually trying hard to figure out WTF you guys are doing but it's a literal disaster and I've been in plenty of disasters even helped create them but this is a whole new level of fucketty Mgr blew it off Which makes sense because they created it At one point I took it as a challenge let me see if I can make it work here life is fun and not that serious for a relatively privileged dude like me I'm prob not going to starve Had a couple of goodish days But ultimately felt like the company was a loser and I usually like to be in psychopath startups actually trying to do something "make a dent in the universe" hopefully not an evil dent So I gave it the bezos test Will I regret having bounced from this shit hole in five years? No And there were some nice and smart people there but that was mostly irrelevant to my day to day So part of my equation the biggest part was What is my purpose of this life? It was not I decided to stick it out at some shit job I wanted to do bigger and much much better impactful things and felt like there was zero chance of that happening there All stuff I should have known before I joined but eh So my advice Tell someone Give it the old college try Think about making that two month mark Start looking for your next gig If it still sucks at two months you have to go If you want to do something in this life Lot of people with choices are happy to live a 1x life I've usually chased and have sometimes found that 10x life And it's gd amazing I haven't had conventional success (yet?) But at least I've tried to live Some people are afraid to die Some people are afraid to live That kind of thing