That's indeed what's missing: I enjoy what I do. Not sure if "work" is what I enjoy, but the challenges I face in software development. If I was a millionaire I

That's indeed what's missing: I enjoy what I do. Not sure if "work" is what I enjoy, but the challenges I face in software development. If I was a millionaire I'd still find time to program. I'd do Open Source and just learn new things for the hell of it, without pressure or deadline, but I wouldn't sit on my ass on the beach all day. And I love the beach. Honestly, I'm kinda good at this, at least more so than I am at anything else in my life. That alone gives me some sense of purpose. "Being a millionaire" is not a purpose.