What you are saying is that I made the decision first and then looked for the material? I was strongly pro-vax before that, and I was debating anti-vax people.

What you are saying is that I made the decision first and then looked for the material? I was strongly pro-vax before that, and I was debating anti-vax people. Why would I want to make such a decision that would make me be hated by so many, stress me out of my mind, make people think I'm some sort of anti-science or anti-intellectual, etc? If covid vaccines are truly safe and effective, I would have 0 motivation to believe in some sort of conspiracy, or not take it.