Hindsight. I couldn’t see it until the relationship was severed. I’m not stupid, but I tried to save it up until the final day while those around us were taking

Hindsight. I couldn’t see it until the relationship was severed. I’m not stupid, but I tried to save it up until the final day while those around us were taking bets on when it would end. 19 years of life are… poof. I missed out on doing things I think I would have liked to because of “love”. And I still care/worry for her.